It’s just one of those days.
I feel tired and beat down. I feel like I keep messing up and letting people down. I feel like I’ve missed opportunities that I can never recover and I’m afraid that I will REGRET.
I feel unworthy.
Something happened over my last birthday. I don’t know what it was, what whispered in my ear that hey, you’re 34… shit’s about to get real and you’re running out of time.
Today, for whatever reason, feels worse than usual.
I’m sure I’ll be back at it tomorrow with my usual enthusiasm, but for today, I think I’m just going to take a step back and take it easy.